<3: 2009-10-19, kl 09:04:23 | <3: Allmänt
Fuck is a good word.I dropped/Forgot my mobile somewhere today. Eiteher that or someone took it from my bag which feels rather unrealistic unfortunatly.
So Right now Im hoping for a call, Im hoping that an honest person found it and called someone on my contact list. But as Im writing this I realise that the chance is slim.
1. I CANNOT afford another mobile, and Im so angry because I recharged my mobile yesterday.
2. I CANNOT CANNOT ask my paretns for money for this.
I would never want them to buy me a new one because I was irresponsible.
3. I already owe my host parents a new electric dictonary that I killed, and AFSinnsurance didnt cover that.
4. I spent 12 000 yen the last 2 weeks on birthdayparties, eating out with friends, sleepovers, bunkasai,
starbucks and lastly my mobile bill. Its expensive to have fun, and I dont want to sit home 24/7 either...
5. I need more money But I feel so bad asking my parents (I AM SO SORRY).
6. The stress I feel over my life down here, my money problem, and my energyproblem is killing me slowly.
Life has been better.
ps. I have fun, and wonderful friends.. Dont worry about those things.
Im just SO stressed out and having these financialproblems doesnt help that stress at all..
So Right now Im hoping for a call, Im hoping that an honest person found it and called someone on my contact list. But as Im writing this I realise that the chance is slim.
1. I CANNOT afford another mobile, and Im so angry because I recharged my mobile yesterday.
2. I CANNOT CANNOT ask my paretns for money for this.
I would never want them to buy me a new one because I was irresponsible.
3. I already owe my host parents a new electric dictonary that I killed, and AFSinnsurance didnt cover that.
4. I spent 12 000 yen the last 2 weeks on birthdayparties, eating out with friends, sleepovers, bunkasai,
starbucks and lastly my mobile bill. Its expensive to have fun, and I dont want to sit home 24/7 either...
5. I need more money But I feel so bad asking my parents (I AM SO SORRY).
6. The stress I feel over my life down here, my money problem, and my energyproblem is killing me slowly.
Life has been better.
ps. I have fun, and wonderful friends.. Dont worry about those things.
Im just SO stressed out and having these financialproblems doesnt help that stress at all..
nalex
bli inte hora bara ):
Annika S
Pengaproblem suger, och att inte ha sin mobil är sååå irriterande, jag vet att det kan låta som klassiska i-landsproblem, men är man stressad och borta hemifrån behöver man att saker finns och funkar. Hade jag haft pengar hade jag hjälpt dig, men vi sitter i sjön rätt rejält som det är här hemma. Tänker snälla tankar och hoppas det fixar till sig snart. Kram
Hanna :D
Sånt suger D: hitta ett helgjobb? fast det kanske är lika jobbigt där borta som här? Hoppas det löser sig <3